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LIVE [19 Mar 2006|10:05pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]

Had a great night out yesterday. I posted before that we first wanted to go to PEACHES but we decided to go in the club LIVE, which is a real karaoke club.
Maria and I were so nervous !!!! Haha, we needed like 4-5 tries to actually sign up for the singing-thing *lol*
We sung "Dido - Thank You" and "Kelly Clarkson - Miss Independent". I told Maria, that I would kill her if she is not opening her mouth because I didn't want to be heard all alone. Well, she opened her mouth but her microphone did not work, so I ended up singing Thank you alone. *screams* When we went back to our seats the guys on our table complemented me that I would have a great voice. Haha, they were astonished. I actually enjoyed there complements because I really like to sing <3
BTW, I only knew one out of the 4 guys. They were pretty nice though and we had fun, we didn't talk too much though. And there was this one guy constantly starring at Maria and me. I was so bugged of it, because I didn't knew what to think. Our eyes met a few times, which caused me to look down *stupid me*
Well we left 0.30 am because the last train came 0.51 am and we had about 15 minutes to walk.
When we were home, the both of us (Maria and I) decided to have a midnight-snack because we hadn't eat much throughout the day ^^;;
Right now I'm tired and will hit the sack now.

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Peaches & belated birthday party <3 [18 Mar 2006|12:29pm]
[ mood | groggy ]

Yesterday was awesome. We had so much fun. It was the birthday party of my best friend and we (the guests) prepaired some funny games and tasks Maria (birthday girl) had to fullfill. It ranged from stupid to mega naughty and I recorded everything on my cam ~ YEAH. I guess her parents want to watch it too, haha.
We were only 10 people but since we celebrated in a rather tiny basement, more would have been a problem.
I drunk some alcohol and have headache now *ouww*.
Today we are going to "Peaches", a club in Dresden. They said it would be karaoke night tonight but I just checked their program on their webpage and it does not seem like it, but whatever. I just want to go out and have some fun =3
But I still need some hours to recover from yesterday. I mean I left 1 am (started 7pm) because I was so tired, but it was still alot of fun ^^

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[23 Feb 2006|10:53pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I wanted to share these two pics ages ago already. I mean ok, that are just two simple pics but I really adore the simple yet awesome style, I'm searching for such a top as well. It's awesome.
Both, Hikki and Cheryl, pull it of beautifully.

Eventhough it's kinda silly, but I'm really proud because I found both wearing the same top all alone, haha. <- was a coincidence, though (what else ?!)

I really like the "more curvy" Hikki with a bit more meat. I'm not the type, who likes skinny girls the best. I also don't want to be skinny skinny (like Nicole Richie or Paris or Lindsay), but healthy like JLO or Eva Mendes. They look awesome and I also think Hikki looks great this way ^___^

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[23 Feb 2006|10:46pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I wanted to share these two pics ages ago already. I mean ok, that are just two simple pics but I really adore the simple yet awesome style, I'm searching for such a top as well. It's awesome.
Both, Hikki and Cheryl, pull it of beautifully.
<img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y295/Min-ah/lovetastyle.jpg". Eventhough it's kinda silly, but I'm really proud because I found both wearing the same top all alone, haha. <- was a coincidence, though (what else ?!) YEAH~ I'M PROUD OF IT =P I really like the "more curvy" Hikki with a bit more meat. I'm not the type, who likes skinny girls the best. I also don't want to be skinny skinny (like Nicole Richie or Paris or Lindsay), but healthy like JLO or Eva Mendes. They look awesome and I also think Hikki looks great this way ^___^

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[13 Feb 2006|04:54pm]
[ mood | calm ]

I'm finally back with a new layout. Many many thanks to gawariel_layouts for doing such an awesome job in such a short period of time ^___^

I haven't really blogged in forever, at least it feels like it for me~
Nothing much happend actually. But still I'm in a pretty good mood because I passed my math exam~
<- I wrote an 4 hour exam to be exact. I was really really nervous but it went out well eventually.
Like I like to say these days: "90% of all your problems are solved on their own!"
Hehe, that's soooo true. I can tell. I used to worry so so so much and I still do every now and than and most of the time it's just a waste of my energy. I need to control it much better in the future.

Gosh, I'm so caught in love stories lately~ No matter what kind it is, I'm just trapped into it ^^
Maybe it's because I'm searching for something like that too. Eventhough it's pretty silly, I don't want to stop believing:

"For the sake of my beloved,
now what can I do?
There aren't any dreams that won't come true!
I truly believe."

That also reminds me of how I want to remember myself that I will never ever want to forget the things, which thought me so so so much. I'm actually talking about the anime "Fushigi Yuugi" now. It made me laugh, it made me cry and it filled my heart with joy. It really taught me a lot in different ways and in a few years I still want to think of it in my memories, telling myself how I enjoyed it and how true the messages, which were giving and hinted in this anime, really are. No matter with whom I'm going to end up, I don't want to regret anything up until now~

<- can anyone follow me here ? XD

I don't watch Anime anymore, but this one is one exception....So it's really precious to me *hugs it*

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[31 Jan 2006|06:32pm]
I go to the gym in some minutes. I really have a tight schedule lately.
I'm really into trying new things these days, too.
Experimenting with make up, my hair and so on....
I'm visiting the gym almost daily. It isn't fun all the time but well worth it.
I'm going to adit this post once I'm back....
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Do you still remember how you promised me the perfect love ?! [03 Jan 2006|09:45pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

I'm feeling high, I'm feeling low these days.
Haha, I just can't controle my emotions as good as I used to anymore.
For example today I was walking a very small pathway and while looking through the shop windows, a little boy (probably 12 years old) came along with his bike and I didn't notice him, so he almost crashed into me. And then, when he was passing me by he told me in a very very very arrogant and brazen way that I should watch out better the next time. And I got so so upset with him that I really screamed at him "RIDE ON THE STREET, YOU LITTLE BASTARD". He got me so angry, I don't even know what turned into me, I never did something like that so offensive before (especially when it's a little boy) but it was like I exploded. Haha. I even felt a bit bad about it later but I don't really regret it.
I think I just need a break. I need some time to only focus on myself, on my aims, on my wishes and so on.
So many drama went on in my closest circle of friends that I can't take it anymore. I'm sick of moving back for others, making the biggest sacrifices of all of them. And you knwo why it is like that ? Because I'm way to nice and such a good friend. That sounds egoistic to you ? Fine, you don't know what's going on. It's true. There's no need for me to "put me on a higher level" or something. I'm just too nice and that's all. I'm sick of it. I told my friends exactly this today and said I need to focus on myself now. I'm so fed up with the whole drama stuff. They accepted it though.
I'm going to live my OWN life now. Doing the things I LIKE, focusing on MY CAREER and my INTERESSTS !!! That's it.
Oh wow, it feels good letting this out.

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COUNTDOWN [31 Dec 2005|03:14pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Hello everybody,

I just signed in to wish everyone a happy happy new year and that all your dreams may come closer to you or even become true.
I just was able to watch a really beautiful movie, which was made of a girl about the love between her & her boyfriend. Everyone should watch it. It's so beautiful and sad. You won't regret it. So check it out on Youtube -> The story of my bofyfriend

I also want to greet my dearest friends ever, which I love from the bottom of my heart:
(they are not in a rakning or specific order btw, I love them all the same and they are different from each other anyway) LOTS OF LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE <333333333333
- Maria
- Tomo
- Marc
- TJ
- Ti
- Wisi

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.... [28 Dec 2005|05:24pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

Why do I paint my heart dark at times
Why am I afraid of what's to come
Why do I have the silliest thoughts
When I just want to be happy
Happy and free

Could you please take my hand
and lead me to the light
If we get lost at times
please lets run together
until we get tired & find an escape

Sometimes I wish I could do it alone
I wish I would be strong enough
Smash the mirror, where my fragile side hides in
I don't want to see it again
Lock it and throw the key away

Do I have to close my eyes ?
Than fine, even if it means I'm stil running away from pain
Someday everything will be fine again
Don't preach me, 'cause I have to learn on my own
My heart is shaking
But everything will come to an end, even my fear

Why do I paint my heart dark at times
Why am I afraid of what's to come
Why do I have the silliest thoughts
When I just want to be happy
Happy and free

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[22 Dec 2005|07:47pm]
[ mood | calm ]

I really wonder if I should tunr that in a "friends only diary" because I'm only writing locked entries lately, haha. I just don't feel like sharing my feeling with the WHOLE WORLD (well if they would read this anyway =P).
I had been going to the gym with a personal trainer the first time of my life~haha.
He said I have a great cardio and that I should only focus on getting muscles. Oh yeah, I'm excited. It was really interesting and a lot of fun and the guy, named Kai, was really nice, he owns the gym (btw).
There was also another guy, who trains there too, I think he's like 23-25 years old and attractive ^^ I checked him out a bit and he did too~ because I noticed that haha. But I haven't talked to him anyway. It's not that I'm interested in him, but it was an interesting situation indeed.
OH MY GOSH, January is going to be so so so so hard X_X I'm writing my pre-final-exams !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If I fail them I have to do the last school year again...I just pray that this won't happen.
Would be such a pity. Oh actually it would kill me...really !!!!

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white christmas [19 Dec 2005|05:36pm]
[ mood | tired ]

I just came home (about an hour ago) and I'm really tired, exhausted and so on and so on.
I still need to customize my layout a little, but I don't know if I have enough power to do that today, haha.
I had been spending money today again ~ I'm soooo bad and there is still more to come Y_Y
Luckily I bought all christmas presents already~
It had been snowing today again~ my shoes were wet again XD
My exam went pretty good today actually. I wrote a whole lot, but I know that doesn't mean anything, but it gives you a better feeling at least =P
I was so excited to see my printer boy today and I didn't saw him because there was this one man, who disturbed me...AHRG....well tomorrow maybe <3333333333 I missed him so much, haha.

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yes yes [23 Nov 2005|07:33pm]
[ mood | okay ]

Finally I found some time to write in here again. I always planed to but didn't manage it in the end.
I had my hair done today and I'm really satisfied with the result. I got a straight perm the first time in my life and I just sat there unbelieving *haha*. Good-bye blow dryer XD
I'm just so happy about it.
School sucks....I hate it. Honestly. I'm in a down phase right now...I mean my exams went pretty well...with some exceptions but I still hate it. Rescue me please X_X
Ok~ yesterday was the final episode of the first season of Desperate Houswifes....I cried. It was soooooo sad when Rex died. Poor Bree. I felt so so so sorry...I couldn't stop crying for 10minutes ^^;;
But it was a great end for the first season and I knew that it would end with a cliff hanger.

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love can be so mean, but I don't even care [02 Nov 2005|10:37pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Today was just awesome.
I had my english presentation today and hell I was so so so nervous the night before, that I only slept !2! hours. But everything payed out eventually. I talked about the life of a Geisha, btw and I needed 50 minutes in whole. Wow, I was so happy that it did turn out so well and my prof told me that I can be really proud ~ so I am ^^
I also got my German exam back and didn't really have a good feeling about it but I got one of the best marks :3 So I'm even happier. Haha, I love to be a nerd *hehe*
Because I really couldn't sleep at all last night I fell asleep on my bed this afternoon *lol* but I was just so damn tired and now it seems like I can't sleep right now ^^;;

I still haven't yet received my yesasia package....my Jolin DVDs. These bastards. I really want to have it~
Mom called me today as well~ I really miss them in the evening, because you notice that there's no
one here at all *cries*

I saw this really sexy guy again ~ he works in a print shop and he mostly stares out the window and so I watch him sometimes....I'M NOT A STALKER ^^ But some eye-candy is always nice, isn't it ?!

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I've got a serious problem lol [25 Oct 2005|10:25am]
[ mood | bitchy ]

I'm spending tooooooooooooooo much money on my hair.....Honestly.
I only buy products, which costs like 20 USD or more (and yes they really help much more than the normal products because I have really nasty hair)
Call me stupid but it's not a waste of money for me ! I love my hair or better said, I really want to love my hair and so I do my best to let it be healthy. Hair spray is a big no no for me....first it's not really good for the hair and second it itches like CRAZY on my skin....no matter which one I tried yet. Haha.
Anyway I just bought this....and it's like holy water or something but it will give you the most beautiful hair ever !!!!! I swear. Like those in the commercials. It's called "Revlon Equave"

Pretty expensive though. 200ml cost 22 USD but it will last about 5-6months...and I use it every other day.

I really really always wanted to have bangs....I only have side bangs because I think a normal bang wouldn't suit me......but it looks so damn nice on others that I'd love to get one *haha*
Like Kumi:

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Doesn't it look mega nice ? I love it ^^

Oh btw, when we talk about men than I gotta have to say:
I'm so freaking annoyed by one of them....If I see him I really would like to squeeze his nuts....X_X
Mr. X wanted to talk with me soo badly and said he missed me and stuff and so I was like "ok ok, than when do you want to meet up..." so we wanted to meet on the weekend and he was all lovely but I knew that he always kinda plays it his way not caring if it hurt someone else and so he suddenly blocked up and didn't want to meet me anymore, eventhough he told ME he needs to talk with me seriously....and I was like "huh".....so he told me that he wanted me back and I told him that there isn't a going back anymore and that we should move on and I was so sick to be his fool last year for so so long and crying so much that I was really happy when I was able to move on and I didn't want this to happen again. I guess he was seriously hurt in his pride....and than he screwed me up, when I told him....I'm so f*cking angry. Honestly.

One of my best friends asked me if I still have feeling for him and I was like "No"...but I still do care for him. And that's something she didn't understand, telling me he isn't worth it. I know he is not worth it. But there was never even an opportunity for me to go back to him, because I don't LOVE him and I never will again but he was my first love and all of you probably never will forget their first love and I still care for him, I even want him to be happy....just not with me on his side. So I was mega disappointed in him to behave like this and disappointed that my friend didn't understand me, so I was really bitchy to her, telling her I don't want to talk about this anymore and bla bla. Kind of reminded me that I really should leave some feelings unspoken !

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some love quotes [18 Oct 2005|09:54pm]
[ mood | numb ]

You know how it is when you really care for someone. I mean, you call them all day long because you want to know how their day is going and what they’re thinking about... if they’re thinking about you. You spend all day trying to find the perfect outfit, and you even change your hairstyle so he would just take a second look. Sometimes I just wish they would trade places with us so that they would know how it feels...

- White Chick

Hitch - "Why is it so dam hard to love someone..."

Because that's what people do. They leap, and hope to God they can fly, because otherwise you just drop like a rock, wondering the whole way down "Why in the hell did I jump?" But here I am, falling, and the only one that makes me feel like I can fly is you. Hitch

You knows what it’s like getting up every morning? Feeling hopeless, feeling like the love of your life is waking up with the wrong man. But, at the same time hoping that she still finds happiness, even if it’s never going to be with you. - HITCH

“Life’s a prison when you’re in love alone...” – USHER.

“love is like the wind, you cant see it, but you can feel it”

“ to feel love is like feeling the sun from both sides”

“Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceded. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense. It is not resentful”

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Katja needs.... [15 Oct 2005|12:40pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Got tagged by rinny_

1) everyone is tagged
2) google your name, in quotations, "______ needs"
3) post the answers in your LJ

- Katja needs to include
vocals that have been delibrately refined and mastered

- Katja needs serious help

- Katja needs to leave

- Katja needs to feel abit more relaxed

- Katja needs a ride

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O'genki desuka ?! [15 Oct 2005|11:53am]
My dad is coming home from hospital tomorrow. I'm so glad.
He and my mom are going to "Bad Elster" (a "cure"-city <- lol, I don't know how to describe it) for 3 weeks. From 25th October to 15th November. So durring that time I will be all alone at home and I'll alone on my birthday too. But it's not the end of the world....and I've got my super duper friends as well.
I'm sick too....I have bad headache and my stomach hurts a lot and I feel like throwing up as well. But I feel better than yesterday night.

I'm glad Tomo, that you are not angry at me or even annoyed....I just worried about it and I hope you will feel better soon.
Hehe, I'm glad to see that Rinny likes the tour goodies of Kumi more this time ^^ I love them a lot but I wouldn't spend 2000Yen for socks *lol*
But I still would like to get all of it :3
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my birthdate [10 Oct 2005|07:14pm]
I think I could have been worse *haha* ^-~

Your Birthdate: November 7

Born on the 7th day of month gives you a tendency to be something of a perfectionist and makes you more individualistic in many ways.
Your mind is good at deep mental analysis and complicated reasoning.
You are very psychic and sensitive, and you should usually follow your hunches.

You may not take orders too well, so you may want to work alone or in a situation where you can be the boss.
This birthday gives a tendency to be somewhat self-centered and a little stubborn.
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New layout [10 Oct 2005|06:11pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

I wonder how you guys like my new layout ? :3
Don't say something bad now *hehe*....I like it really much <3
I'm still trying to figure out how I can post an additional link on the page to my photo gallery *needs help again*
Til I figured it out, here is the link for you guys: Picture Gallery
School was kind of disappointing. My history test turned out worse than I thought.....I'm down now....And I'm so anxious to get the letter from Ti....Sometimes I wonder if I pissed him off....because I really know that it's not his fault at all >_<

Hopefully I'll get Kumi's Live DVD this weekend.
Today yesassia shipped my Jolin Live DVD and her second version of her J-Game Album + DVD....^^
Hehe, I can't wait to watch it :3

On Friday I'm going to have this MEGA important math exams.....I'm not nervous yet because I know how to do it...but you'll never know....

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Paid account [09 Oct 2005|06:11pm]
[ mood | sick ]

I finally decided to have a paid account.
I think it was the right decision because I want to blog as often as I can....seems like the only freetime activity left for me because school ties me down anyway. Oh yeah, not to mention that it's fun ^-^
But this layout is tooooooooooooooooooooo cute for me. I probably get sick of it next week, so if anyone can help me and tell me how to make my own layout than please help me *cries* ^^;;

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